Dictating my future one dream at a time.

The hardest thing for me to admit is that I rather be in denial.

are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month?

Anonymous

My friends and I are planning to, but I have finals that week so it’s not set in stone. Are you?

Wow

Ok, I don’t usually do the normal tumblr thing where I follow everyone that follows me or get excited over follower numbers or sad when someone unfollows me because…well, I simply don’t care. I made this tumblr that I rarely post on because

a) I like following people and fangirling (usually secretly through anon) over bands, shows, actors, films.

b) I like having a place where I can just write out frustrations and thoughts and feelings, even if I rarely do that.

c) Tumblr is awesome.

 BUT…today I reached 67 followers. Now, to most everyone else this is nothing, but to me? Well, my favourite numbers are 6 and 7. Also, I never thought anyone would follow me because I don’t interact much with people.

Another reason I’m posting this is because I’m very excited! I was published for the first time ever! It’s not much, it’s just a 2,000 word memoir and a poem, but I was published. And I won first place for the memoir, because it was also entered in a writing contest. I’ll post the memoir shortly, the poem is already posted on here. “The White Rabbit.”

Anyway, to those of you that follow me, or read my blog, HI! I promise I’m not mean or anything, feel free to message me with any questions or what have you. It’s just in RL that I don’t like talking to people, but tumblr is awesome.I don’t bite hard enough to break skin most of the time. :D

-DreamDictator

I don't know what to make of your blog. At times it's amazing and at other times it feels like you're just filling space.

Anonymous

Well, anon…sometimes that is exactly what it is. Some days I’m very inspired by whatever’s going on, other times I’m just ranting because that’s what I feel like doing. 

Being mother II…

Dear child,

I’ve been thinking a lot about age lately. I know you’re not even here yet and you might not ever be, but I feel compelled to write you this letter to help you, in case you do show up one day. And if you don’t, to help others who might need it.

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What does your dashboard look like?

Anonymous

Oh…wow. OK…uhmm, any given day it’ll have everything from pretty sunset pictures to shittone of Dave Grohl, Robert Downey Jr. and Brandon Flowers. Then there’s those weird days when people I follow all get together and plot against me by posting porn at the same time. It makes for interesting looks at the school computer lab when I open my tumblr.

Then there’s the sherlock (bbc and film) posts, dr. who, and other fandoms. It’s a nice mixture of a lot of things I like. :)

Suffering for your art…

Usually my rants are a writing exercise and therapy session of sorts. For those of you who haven’t lost patience with me, those of you who follow my blog and actually read what I write, thank you. I never started this blog for the followers or the “fandoms” or any of that. I started this blog for myself. It’s one of the few places I can express myself without censoring, but even then I tend to censor certain things.

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